If you feel you are losing your passion, remember how you begin...

Reading an old post, one i always go back when feeling not at the top...

lately keep reminding myself "人工包嘅人工包嘅".. yet.

I tell myself I shall not be affected by external like discouraging feedback from colleagues'... but keep asking myself why i'm where i'm now - and where i wanna go...

something is missing... something..

Daily Routine for Pattaya Biz Trip X_X

had a very very long day... so exhausted - WORSE is that there's no chance to rest during those long car ride (not to mention can't listen to 903!) as big boss Mr. Dick U. is talking all along...

really 收買人命咩

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06:50-07:20 breakfast
08:00-09:15 hotel to office
09:30-12:00 meeting
12:00-12:50 lunch
13:00-15:30 meeting
15:30-16:45 report
16:45-17:50 office back to hotel
18:00-18:40 report
18:45-19:20 hotel to restaurant
19:30-21:45 dinner with bosses
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Dinner place - Nice environment and good food (except a bit too windy for like 30 min)

Really exhausted.... but oh well, when i see the factory - once again i feel i got one step closer to the "chemical engineering field" again :)

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better get some rest for another long day tmr! Add oil - to myself!! :)

真的想爆粗！

真的想爆粗！黐 X 線!!! 已經忙到死，做乜 X 嘢仲咁 X 得閒去學事非。。。

CRAZY!

CLAM DOWN CLAM DOWN CLAM DOWN CLAM DOWN!!!!! X_X

FINE!

Task: ask one supplier to see if stock is available

Feedback: supplier said he has huge shortage and need think about it and reply tmr

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Reporting to mgmt:


Me: He said he has to think about it and ask me to call back tmr, 不過我覺得"聞""聞" 哋...

Boss: (又開始罵) 你唔好話俾我聽 "聞""聞" 哋，人哋都未答實你你就話人哋"聞""聞" 哋，唔怪得一定無啦，有都變無啦...（下刪 XX 字）

Me: （無奈） FINE

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請問我可以點樣處理得好 D??？

It's not that I won't follow up tmr, I just think that this is also my part to tell her what the supplier's tone.

Forget to mention - Boss is always right... Damn....

「中度熱愛」自己的工作...

"... 我「中度熱愛」自己的工作, 難度適中, 鑊鑊新奇鑊鑊甘的情節定期上演, 所以也不會「悶」。每天都在累積一樣名為「經驗」的東西, 月底還有一點錢逗, 夠我一嚐偶一為之的心頭好, 我覺得比上不足、比下有餘。 晚上如果還記得, 更會在床上感謝上天。 如果不喜歡自己的工作, 一天八小時都可以是好很長。有年輕人每天逼自己上班, 度日如年, 浪費生命, 何其不幸。..."

Reading one of the random blogs 追揸沽... esp like he said, "鑊鑊新奇鑊鑊甘的情節定期上演" *LOL* Although i'm not a boss boss yet, i do feel more and more "現在已經毫不介意員工準時下班。我懺悔, 以前真的介意過員工準時走。現在呢? 反而多謝都來不及,"

i really don't want my sub coordinate to work that late.. i don't want them to burnt out...

hope things will be better soon...

corner of my office...

have been on board for "exactly" 2 months.. i think this time i can at least pass my probation gwa?! :P

here's a look at my room - yeah.. a mess XDD but at least enough desk space ;) and the view outside the window is actually quite nice :D

To Quit or not to quit...

er.... maybe i should really quite my job!!!! XDDDDDDDDDD

fwd: when it comes to changing job...

quite interesting - i guess also explain part of me in terms of switching job here and there....

潮流興轉工，家人朋友一談起工作就大吐苦水，而且言行一致，紛紛密謀辭職跳槽，新聞報道卻引述獵頭公司代表說生意艱難，因為不少打工仔其實志不在跳槽，而是裝模作樣「跳草裙舞」，希望以新聘書較優厚的待遇作談判籌碼，跟現職僱主要求升職加薪。

毌庸置疑，薪酬待遇是最吸引打工仔跳槽的主因之一。通脹高企，米又加價，蛋又加價，幾個百分點的加薪幅度可能追不上通脹，轉工跳槽實乃不甘受壓的自保策略。但我最近聽到幾個朋友自述的轉工理由，隱約還感覺到另一股龐大社會動力在蠢蠢欲動。[more here]

Tonite's treat... Marques Casa Concha - Chile Chardonnay 2005

i wrote a long blog to recap this long wkend but push the wrong button so all gone @#$%^$#$%^$#... oh well, never mind - so anyway this is tonite's treat:



the lady said it should have wood + hazelnut taste but i can't taste none - i guessi just can't taste much tonite...

oh and this is from last Tuesday's supplier's evening - (yeah, on April fool's day).. this is the team i belong to:



Close up:


too bad i didn't meet the park'n shop guy @_@; sigh...

anyway.... time to go for a shower.... need to get up early tmr to bring elvin to Vet...

New offer....

but then my friend asked - 要錢定要命?????

er.. how about want BOTH???

my brain is so busy lately.. i just want some rest.. V_V;;

Busy...

soooo busy at work today (payback for not coming to work during wkend).... so exhausted that i don't even have to think of anything... which is good i guess... well, guess i'm just not the "multi-tasking" type of brain as i can only focus on 1 thing at a time??

well, not until i'm on the way home lor... but anyway, thanks for dear friend to have dinner w/ even after her exhausting class (oh, not to mention i didn't make it to class today.. *Sigh.. not b/c of whatever is bothering me (come on....) just work....

also thanks for 'bill gor' bare w/ me and let me bs... u'r right, indeed after you triggered i did indeed feel better.... well... i feel... at least i feel a bit better than Sunday..

life still goes on, no problem...

Questions of the day / wk / month / yr...

• is it how it spse to be? what about "work/life" balance?? BS??? or is it the culture just like A Chai's culture - extra 100+ hr each month????
• what's the way forward????? does it meant to be like that?????? what's the... "ultimate goal"???????
• how come it's not clicking????????
• wait.. how come WE are not clicking????????? what's the way forward?????????? wait, is there a way?????????
• how come the 7 days' weather forecast never seems to change???????? when are we going to have above 15deg C???????
• watched Enchanted twice?????? .....
• someone playing "magic" to the money in my wallet????? X_X
• no better A1 Headlines????
• skipped class??? :(
• home alone whenever it's holiday??
• similar theme of 'nightmare' over and over, regardless of geographic location (US/HK)? i can't leave w/ parentS anymore...

how come how come... i don't know.. really don't know.. just.. tired... and... guess it's time for bed (actually way past "bedtime")... time is sth too luxury now - or should i stop and think more carefully...

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Additional note: 03:01:
P.S. I know, i just whine too much.. but hey this is my complain site XDD ha, felt much better after writing the list.... i know the above aren't going to be answered, or I should say maybe I'll never accept the "already there truth"... oh well... anyway... shower time...

P.P.S. 朋友仔, thanks for always being there and listen to my crabs... i know you also have work stress but you're always so kind to go out for a late nite snack.. haha... think i'll probably go to Tsing Shan w/o having you around listen to my stupid complains :)

and other 朋友仔, it worths to watched a movie twice - just for you la XDDDDD thanks for always tolerate me being late all the time... it's just intrinsic and part of me kekekekeke

Yuen Long Day Trip & belated gift..

work has been crazy - the earliest day i got home for the whole wk last wk was yesterday (Friday) - but still i didn't get home until 9ish

@_@'

u know, i really hope that they won't get rid of me after the contract - when all the things are on system and no need such great man power @_@

hope for the best....

and today i wasn't planning to go out but ended up went allllllllll the way to Yuen Long to pick up my b-day/x'mas/new yr (and whatever) gift :P so here's how FAR i went all the way for the gift:



it's REALLY FAR (and it cost me as much from Nan Cheng to Yuen Long vs. Sai Wan Ho to Olympic City). but i guess it's cool to ride the "West Rail" the first time gae :P the actual journey isn't that "LONG" - probably around1.5 hrs?

And of course - ALL THE WAY to Yuen Long wor, must get some "hand letter" la :D

hahahahahah (and it taste GOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!) kekekekeke

Thanks my dear friend for the gift :D and auntie and uncle walked me alll the way to get wife biscuit after we had afternoon tea - u know i have no idea how to get around @ YUEN LONG ma :P and i already have 2 of them as my dinner tonite at work (the one on the left is banana "go")

and since it's "on the way" from Yuen Long back home... so stopped by at work and ended up staying there for like 4+ hrs... i guess probably b/c i've nothing better than do gwa?! @_@''

so anyway, got home after mid nite - and checked out my new toy - no, it's NOT a game - as i complained that my notebook is so hot that i can pan fried an egg *seriously!!* SO, my friend got me this:



it turns out really COOL - i mean it does really cool down my notebook.. it said it's 1.6lb but it's very light to me - and now i can really put my notebook on my lap! kekekekeke.. and best is that it's powered by USB - no extra outlet's cable is needed!!

bravo~~~~ i'm happy kekekekeke

Oh, one more "happy" thing - since i've already worked today - i can go out and have fun tomorrow and really enjoy the weekend!!! yeh~~~~~~~~~~~~ :D

Something I learn from work today...

nil admirari

Defn: To be astonished at nothing

wow, i never seen this word before - not the mention in official email!
yak!