Wednesday, April 04, 2007

when a scropio meet a scropio...

can be fatal, or at least quite serious....

well, used to believe feelings fade out as time goes - but is it b/c we were just "running away from the feeling (and just ignore it) so we "thought" that we don't have the same feeling anymore? (but deep down we still do?)

maybe really need to learn how to "let go".... I thought I did, but i guess i haven't really - until we talked on the phone again today - gosh, can't believe I still haven't get over it - it has been like... six WHOLE MONTHS?? gosh, I know probably it's a better idea to "stay away" and i know i really need to get going!!

One of very few non-scropio "feature" of me i guess - can't let go for someone who has "betrayed" me?? but i guess maybe deep down i know it's not a matter of betray - it's just a matter of everyone has his/her own way and get going w/ his/her own life...

i wonder how long i'll need to get over this completely..

of course, life still go on as usual.... i guess i did pretty well w/ the 'surface kungfu" all along, but i know deep down it's still bothering me... i know i've to be stronger.... maybe just need to do an reinstall all over again....

i still remember i start liking faye b/c one of my good friends... the more i listen to her the more i like her voice - and i love the way she sing 但願人長久 - even better than other/original (Teresa Tang's) version....

但願人長久 ~蘇軾

明月幾時有 把酒問青天
不知天上宮闕 今昔是何年

*我欲乘風歸去 唯恐瓊樓玉宇
 高處不勝寒 起舞弄清影
 何似在人間

 轉朱閣 低綺戶 照無眠
 不應有恨 何事長向別時圓 (別時圓)

 人有悲歡離合 月有陰晴圓缺
 此事古難全 但願人長久
 千里共嬋娟*

REPEAT*

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