V-Day 2005

SO, it's the V-day... actually turn out to be one of the BUSIEST DAYs for MONTHS - yep yep, just from work. Hermione must have been stealing my time all day long - never have enough - well, let's see... the first time I check out the time it was already LUNCH TIME! And then 2nd time was 5+pm! my! Boss wasn't back yet, so buffer myself some time for the report I wanted to do during the weekend - yeah, it's late...

some times I wonder if I should ever do those reports - as nobody ever asked! when I present them, well, most of the time, feedback is "oh good job... very useful information" .... yadayadayada... but then I have NEVER get a chance to execute what I've proposed - b/c I've no time! >.< #$%^&%$#@$%$

Let's see, I've opened 3 L/Cs this morning – yes, those I've prepared DURING the holiday – other it'll be WORSE… follow up on some of the emails… got home "early" - I think around 9? Ate instant noodles and then watch a bit TV – then get back to work. Man, I don't know anymore if having a small notebook is a GOOD thing afterall… Or maybe I should be grateful TV can be on at home while working!

News Roundup is over but stupid sales figure never add up to the right amount… It's probably too late - if I've additional 12 hrs then the report will be "PREFECT"... but no, obviously I don't when the midnight rerun show is over – great, past 1:30 and I still haven't take shower yet GRRRRRRR… FINE, I'll just present part of it tomorrow - at least to get some initial feedback before I went too far off....

Checklist for work tomorrow… I have to finish (I should say MUST) 2 big items: Feedback to Marc on next year's soda ash projection (well, at least that have to get approved from boss first), so probably that can wait until the 2nd half of the day... and then I've to finish up the soda ash quotation to PZ... I really don't wanna do it but I've to. Hmm.. I think that's about it?!

I hope there's not much email to follow up - and how come ppl don't reply emails?! I've already asked so just answer me - no need for me to ask and chase you the SAME thing again and again for like entering the email's marathon!!! my gosh !#W$%^$#@

Wait, let's check again... I hope I didn't left out anything major on the list... oh, yes, claims settlement & summary list of Ganesh's request...

What a great V-day - perfect date w/ WORK... >.<

Well at least I start feeling a bit sleepy now so hopefully I can have a good night's rest - Chow Kun (God of Sleep), please don't leave me~

P.S. Probably time to re-read Harry Potter which might help a bit! :)

EMP 5488

EMP 5488

er.. upon request... is it okay now!??!

*okay okay, I know I owe you this - as a matter of fact, yes, I DID search my nick before... and as you can find, my "present" w/ this cyber identity can backdate as far as back in the late 90s!! HAHAHAHAHAH*

As a matter of fact, I just realize I've TOTALLY LOST all my HTML coding knowledge - not that I know much 5-6 yrs ago, just that I know NOTHING about all those most ancient basic HTML now! >.<

BTW, for whoever who might check this out - yes, the above link is from one of my BEST buddies in the world - well, kinda~ XDDDD and hey, don't ask me why in the world the page's title as EMP 5488 (as I am VERY sure I'm not the ONLY / FIRST to ask~~) Afterall, who's gonna remember it - except you my dear friend that is?!?!?!

hehehehe XDDDD

So check out his page when you've time la~~ :)

Chinese New Year...

Had finished the first 2 days of this long holiday... gosh, I felt sooo lazy - REALLY DID NOTHING other than staying home DOING NOTHING... tomorrow I'm going to start doing SOMETHING - AT LEAST SOMETHING - maybe start to check & clear some work's emails? (gosh, so pathetic that my life has nothing other than work!) >.<

Was talking to Vince earlier about feeling old after working a few year - actually I was telling him not to b/c

1. he's YOUNGER than me and
2. we ain't really THAT OLD, afterall we've only been graduated for a few years.

But actually I DO feel old - it has been FIVE YRS since I left Purdue. my, that's A LONG time ago - doesn't feel THAT LONG. From time to time I wondered what I've done / achieved in these few years - sad fact is that I don't feel much "have been achieved"... I don't feel so much difference than when I first graduate - oh, probably the only difference is that I lost that passion, the dedication... a symbol of getting old?! I don't know... I don't know how to get engaged in work anymore... (I only stayed in this job for a yr!) Changing job obviously isn't the answer...

I remember when I started my first job I told myself I'll give myself "5 yrs" to "observe" and decide what I want to do for my life, for my career, and so on... and now "time is up" - but what do I want out of myself/my life!? I feel I'm at the same "starting point" as I were 5 yrs ago... Maybe is that I didn't really STOP and THINK carefully. I just go along with everyday time-consuming "busy" life - busy w/ daily work but not constructive.

I got an email from Ana Paula - whom I met in high school. We haven't talked for YEARS so you can imagine there's so much to catch up with. She now became of what she'd decided - I still remember the first year I know her in Boise she said that she want to be a lawyer when she grows up - and here she is now, she is a PROSECUTOR in Brazil. WOW... proud of her - but then who am I? I ain't a Chemical Engineer - not even in my entire life. Gosh, I feel depress about it. Of course I can't go back for now - and what can I do? Whatever I'm doing now doesn't require whatever school taught me... actually I feel shame to let others know that I was studying ChemE when I was back in college...

:(

And she's also telling me she's getting marry in April... WOW, just get to the stage more and more people I know are getting marry - 4 pairs this year already!

I guess this is another sign of one getting old? Well, probably I should be glad that at least I'm still in the "people around getting marry" stage - not yet to a stage that I'm so OLD that I'm in the stage of going to other's funeral....

Getting Old getting old... we're all getting old daily~~~

EMP 5488

Something I should have done a long time ago~~~ okok, ed, i owe you credit of getting me on blog :P

hehehehehe

My First Tiffany...

Well Being, Chinese = 幸福

我雖然沒有看過 Breakfast at Tiffany，不過一直也想擁有一隻 Tiffany 的介子，覺得只要擁有一隻，JUST ONE, is a symbol of well being :)

Naive it's, part of me, or plainly just spoiled XD Felt so well being tonight... Here's the day I got my first Tiffany :)

*but after getting the ring I felt empty - how nice it would be if well being is really that easy to obtain... *

With or Without Cafferine...

With or without.. that's a tough question. I was having insomia earlier this wk, and I blame it on cafferine - but life without cafferine is just NO FUN - I Mean NO FUN at all... i thought i was doing okay - cutting coffee for a few days already - but then when boss heading out and ask if i wanna get a coffee (on him) i just CAN'T INSIST to say NO...

@_@

*worst is i feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO REFRESH after having the coffee*

:DDD

hehehehehehehee..

To have or not to have, that's NOT the question - b/c i'm going to HAVE it no matter what - HOW MUCH shall i have is THE QUESTION

*oh maybe time to think of decaf?*

Can sleep well...

有覺訓

連天失眠，疲倦不堪，歸根究底，解鈴還須繫鈴人，決定後言出必行！ 現在如釋重擔，優哉悠哉，有覺好訓!!

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

how come?!

i couldn't access to some of the older posts if the title is / contain Chinese?!?!? (but only SOME, not ALL)

gosh, stupid bugs! >.<

Thoughts of ...

Thoughts of 扶靈。。。

有時在電視/電影中看到出殯事宜，都會安排大約 8-10 個仙人生前摯友當 "扶靈人"， 送仙人最後一程..

now i am wondering who finalize the list of 扶靈人? Wait, shall be one step back - is ALL funeral requires those “friends” to serve as “扶靈人”?? okay, let's say it's a "yes”for the above question – so back to my original question – who's the one who FINALIZE this list?! 點 verify (with the one who passed away) that these ppl are really MEANT a lot to him/her?!

Actually I was thinking, if one day I die – will I have that TEN ppl on my list? 係未要係遺囑上交待一下呢? WAIT, let me think… I think I can ONLY count about 5 or 6 in my mind now? Oh no!!! I have so little REAL FRIENDS…. and who knows if I will still be in touch w/ them by the time I die? Or will they actually know I died? Wait, even they do know I ain't here anymore, are they WILLING to serve as my 扶靈人? 有時 D 唔可以咁一廂情願嘛。。。駛唔駛問定先? but wait, 倒過來說，我又會唔會係某某's list? If not for my entire life, shall I feel shame on myself??

啋! 大吉利是，百無禁忌!!!

都係講，講

Well...

I've been staying up until VERY LATE in the last few days... doing nothing particular... Just DON'T WANT TO go to bed! my gosh, i'll probably late tomorrow again! >.<