i really thought i've put you down - but NOPE, it's wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy the other way around!!!!
but then at least u don't know - if i were in your position i'll also feel terrible as i'll feel so squeezed and running out of space!!
Negative energy has been evaluated to a level that is reaching.. oh i don't know! decision at work has been made, and i don't think that's what bothers me all along, just a matter of a few more days... so what's it then? everything i "feel" can make my tears comes out.
what's it? maybe it's the marriage? but at one side i know that it's nothing much i can do... i'll just let it flow...
but then what's it????????????????????????????????????????
my friend always said i think too much... i also feel like lately i think WAY TOO MUCH - am i sick and start imagining things?? i even imagine how it would be if you're just right here this moment!
but of course, i know it's not going to happen...
was watching the Healing Hands III earlier, 1st episode of the 3rd season tonite. it's just sad to know that 唐永全 (Jackie's dad) has passed away due to SARS, and at the end of 1st episode also Tracy committed suicide. Why making everyone dies? i still think Paul goes the best with Jackie. (not even Tracy). maybe b/c of 1st impression? I feel sorry for Paul, and Henry too. maybe they just want to make the drama "dramatic".
but in reality life is bitter anyway
hmmm... i think i'll go crazy when i start sitting home and do nothing in the next few weeks.
