TV Episode - Chong Sai Kei

So in the last few months whenever I'm in HK I'll stay up until 1-ish (am) to watch a TV re-run - Chong Sai Kei - when it first aired I wasn't in HK (I think I was in Purdue)? so for me it's the first time I watched this...

as a matter of fact I heard from somewhere that this is one of the "most-popular" midnight re-run for a long time...

so tonight's episode is talking about how Chow Siu Fan recover some of her memory (she lost her memory due to a car accident)... the part that kinda 'catch' me is that she remember the "good" moments she had w/ Yip Wing Tim (Law Ka Leung). I don't know what exactly happened to make them separate (I think I missed the show when I was in Korea back in April??) Nevertheless the POINT is that she can only remember the "sweet time / feeling" that she's w/ him... but then Law Ka Leung told her that actually they don't really have a good ending so separated... actually her current bf is Cheung Chi Lak (Kuo Tin Lok). They love each other so much that she had done so much & scarfice for him but now she had no clue whom he's...

Well so, I think that is kinda similar to all these online journal / or even all the "Dear dairy" thing - so many silly stupid things I've jot down, but then forget all the "daily" stuffs... Yet I think it wouldn't be a bad idea if one can choose what to remember & what to "delete" from the "hard disc" deep down, just like Chow Siu Fan...

Always have a thought - to be something like... what's that movie w/ Arnold in? That technology can erase "part" of your memory... of your choice. You can have the option to erase certain individual... for the "good" part of the memories (as "good" always led to "bad" on the other side)...

ah, yes, it is "Total Recall"

Anyway, I think I've watched too many movies / soap opera. Afterall soap opera is soap opera, it must exaggerate so much from real life in order to keep its audience...

i'm just glad i've what i've now - and luckily most of the stuffs i "remember" are the "good" parts (and bad parts tend to "forget"), guess it isn't bad then?!