Thursday, August 03, 2006

Helpless....

finally get back to HK.... after a whole month out of HK, actually feel like living by myself (shit, not used to having MOM AROUND anymore) @.@' some times i really don't know how to make a balance - of course i know i'm very barbaric.... but then, i really don't know how to make a balance.

feeling hopeless...

had a long talk w/ a friend about his MBA... geez, maybe i still have time (as he's a LOT older!) hahaha.. just kidding... but back to the point... can i save up enough $ in 5 yrs and do my MBA in the States?!

doubt it... and yet still make me feel so depressed about it :(

feel helpless from job (ppl leaving... geez, a never ending cycle), feel helpless from home (how to solve it!??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?)

We work hard daily and try to EARN a living - but at the end of the day, what's a living afterall?!

oh i feel tired - and sick - both physically, & mentally :~(

and for the side note, i really don't feel like flying in Aug... but then maybe need to go to Tianjin?? hmm... maybe a wkend getaway will help out XD

btw, all Pisces guys really drive me nuts >.< !@#$%^&%$#@%$^&^%$#@%$^%$^%%$#