just back from St. Paul's... 3 times in a wk man.... (and 2 times after midnite!) man i am TIRED....
anyway so it turned out the Dr. mis/not reading the necessary instructions and "mistrust" the pharmacist AND... just turn out to be a MESS, a TOTAL MESS...
paradox.... wanted NOT TO BE THERE badly (as just wanna run away and IGNORE IT - i've ENOUGH!!) but then on the "humane" side i think i should be there - the least i can do
felt sorry for whatever happened... and just cross my fingers that all things will be OKAY - just okay...
hopefully tmr (or i should say, "today") will be a better day
