Wednesday, June 11, 2014

金錢世界...

最近做了個 heart over mind 嘅 decision, 希望這個 decision 唔會帶來任何negative impact to our relationship,更唔希望因為呢個 decision 而失去一段我好珍惜嘅感情. 

其實所有錢可解決倒嘅都唔係問題(只是時間上嘅問題).

願一切順利安好.

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星島日報副刊「公子日記」專欄 2014/06/11



Friday, May 23, 2014

當年今日...

Not even Jun 4 yet, but more and more related posts are on FB these days as the time draw closer...

It is like a frozen moment in my mind - that the very next day (Jun 5) when 陳智儷主任 talked with us about what'd happened at Tienanmen Square the night before...

young I was, i REALLY appreciate her, and many other teachers back then, tried their VERY best to explain and discuss with back then UNDERAGE students in various occasion: during our "social science" class, or Chinese class, just can discuss openly.  We WERE underage back then, but that doesn't mean we shall not be exposed to what's going on (and be part of) what's happening around us, in our society....

I lost contact with 陳主任 already, only known she and her family immigrated to Vancouver after retirement.  May life be good to her and her family.

There are many "frozen" moments nailed in one's mind and follow for the rest of one's life. "社會堂 on Jun 5, 1989 taught by 陳主任" is definitely one of those moment for me, at least it is for the last 25 years.  (the other one was when 911 happened)

毋忘六四

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歐錦棠 Stephen Au 

那是個充滿浪漫和冒險精神的年代。因為看了有哥哥、曼玉加紅姑的單元節目《日落巴黎》,翌日便馬上訂機票遠走花都,電視上出現過的景點,都按圖訪尋,舉機自拍一番,過了充實悠然的五天。 回程機是個折磨,也是個特別經歷,那時「蘇聯」仍出現在世界地圖,即使天空仍限制於鐵幕之外,其他航空公司要往返歐洲,跨越北極上空的「北極線」是另一選擇,整段航程約廿三小時,但可飛越地球頂端,體驗最短的日落日出,鳥瞰浩瀚白茫茫極地景致,此生不枉。

翻天覆地的變化 
那時,資訊流通不可與現今同日而語,身在外地幾與日常隔絕,航班上除了固定電影節目,例必有世界大事之類的新聞報道。就在回程機上,報道了兩宗新聞,令我看儍了眼:一是北京學運領袖下跪求見國家領導層不果,再發起二十萬人絕食;二是香港竟有超過百萬市民自發上街遊行支援學運。我不能想像在離港短短五日,在世界的另一端已掀起翻天覆地的變化;我不敢相信我的眼睛,一向號稱搵食至上,政治冷感的香港人一下子引發起愛民族、崇自由的熱情,竟可以如此純真可敬;但令我不可接受的,卻是中國人原來還不能從奴性底子自我釋放,即使申訴冤情,只要在天子腳下還得遵守尊卑莊閒。

看了片段,百感交集,激動莫名,相信機上老外無人會明白這青年為何看得哭腫了眼,他們不會明白,因為他們不能領會一個長久被淹在陰霾之中的民族是何等悲痛。

航班中途停莫斯科,全部乘客要按規定下機安檢,我有幸排頭位,機艙門打開,是一個身荷AK47、比我高一個頭,樣cool到殺人的蘇聯佬,令人不寒而慄,最後上機時被搜出二圓硬幣,波浪外形設計加上有女皇圖像,安檢人員見獵心起,我悉數奉獻才得順利登機,這就是我第一個在共產國家的遭遇,那時豈知這個鐵幕原來即將面臨解體的命運。 

以上是1989年5月21日前發生的事,之後,情況就急轉直下,由宣佈戒嚴、北京市民和幹部百萬人示威、到發起全球華人大遊行、然後就是六四屠城慘案。名著《1984》的作者George Orwell說過:「在這欺詐的世代,講真話就是革命性的行動。」 當今日有人提倡要把事件重新定位,更有人要翻出「真相」的同時,當年經歷過這一段刻骨銘心歷史的我們這一輩,就有責任將史實傳承,而各位年輕朋友亦應好好利用互聯網,深入了解這段歷史的起因,

毋忘六四。

Thursday, February 06, 2014

故語有云,一年之計在於春...

故語有云,一年之計在於春...係唔係太早發夢呢??真係好想返學校行一轉,睇場波...仲有梗喺 Harry Potter Land!!!  唔好意思叫人等太耐呀嘛... (so very super sweet of Ed for not going and wait for me even though he has been visiting FL all these times)...

really hope my US trip will be solid this year!!!! cross my fingers!!!!


Tuesday, February 04, 2014

Year of Horse - busy start!

four days CNY holiday comes to an end and tmr will be starting new job @ tanatax...  looking back and it has been a busy month for 1st month in 2014.  Guess it'll be a busy year ahead and ready to set off again!

Chor 1 - GodSon Erik's Tram Party! :)

Chor 3 - BBQ @ Home - ASAT Reunion after 12 years!

Chor 4 - Ed is back in town - Tea and Ramen @ Habitu & 豚王



Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Ah Ca 又一次的告別

It took me a while before i found ah ca's article @ Sun Daily (i didn't know it has been there for 7 yrs!) but ONCE AGAIN... time to 'say bye" personally don't really listen to radio at night, but at least i am following her fb page...

說再見容易,真的會再見的不多;在生命中能說完再見後再說再見的也買少見少,Ca, for sure will miss you until we meet again, may life be good to you (and your family!) :)

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 一言為定:世上再無失散之事 http://the-sun.on.cc/cnt/lifestyle/20130430/00497_001.html

安在家中上上網搵搵樓!自從出現了手機、互聯網和林林總總的社交網絡,世上已無所謂「失散」之事,而你要找一個人的話,除非對方有心避開或被禁錮,否則總會找到。要找李敏的話,一定可以。數數手指,原來在這個地盤(專欄)已寫了7年,是大家賞賜給我的機會和緣分。如今搬家,真的捨不得你。今天最後,當然不能不鄭重地利用文字跟你溫馨地深情擁抱一下。

有人說:「再見並非永遠,再見也不是結局,只代表我會想念你,直至我們重逢。」

* 要找我,電郵、facebook和晚上10時至12時聽香港電台第2台都可以,假如有一天我們在街上碰到,我們會點吓頭、問候一下…… 李敏一言再見,多謝,掛念你。

* Goodbyes are not forever. Goodbyes are not the end. They simply mean I'll miss you until we meet again!

Monday, April 01, 2013

懷念張國榮


唔經唔覺, Leslie 已走咗十年。

對於我嚟講,與哥哥最近嘅接觸應該係去佢係1988年喺紅館開嘅演唱會 (還記得係同大姑媽一齊去!)當年得過十多歲人,當然係超興奮!frankly speaking i really don't remember much about the concert that night, although, it was my first pop concert at the Hong Kong Coliseum in my life...

after a few years he "retired".. then i went to the States.  It has been a long time since he caught my eyes again - from my all time favorite 《金枝玉葉》 (i just realize it's dated back in 1994 - when i was in the states!?  but then likely it's a few year delay as back then not as much / as fast DVD haha)

then a few years ago picked up his songs again as it was someone's all time favorite - in fact, make me even fall more in love w/ his songs ever since.  Interestingly, it's also Leslie's song when someone hold my hands singing; and also make me fall for someone who can literally sing like him and the song we sang ! hahaha

“十年生死兩茫茫,不思量,自難忘。逝水如斯,而不捨晝夜,人生無常。唯獨愛有永恒,讓我們繼續寵愛張國榮。” 唐鶴德(唐唐)

your loved one use 蘇軾悼亡妻的詞 for the memorial notebook, really "讓人唏噓不已"

所以,哥哥你就好似無離開過;而事實上,生命中沒有太多人係離開咗十年後仲有咁多人仍然懷念你。真的是寵愛你的呀!



願意今生約定他生再擁抱

Monday, February 04, 2013

任俠耆兵再現江湖

Turn on TVB air the movie version 任俠耆兵再現江湖 this wk - er... can never "go to bed early" on sunday nite... how to stay awake tmr?! @_@'''

to me the most "attractive" part is for sure between 翼彥一 &羽鳥晶 - so SUPER SAD that she died before he propose to her V_V'' (i mean, why, at least let him get the ring on her ah ma!!!!) aiii.. cry die! 羽鳥晶臨死前說她覺得很幸福 - but 她真的很幸福嗎?

"當然不是," one of the 院友 told彥一, "她年青,但離了婚,又患了老退化症,淨返涼太一個),但她覺得自己幸福,是因為她選擇只記得彥一對她的好,而她亦忘記自己的不幸。That's why她覺得自己幸福 。。。

 Indeed! 幸福是掌握在自己的手裡!!

 and the scene toward the end when he depart w/ the kid, really so sad ah...涼太 has been very tough (trained by 彥一 / no choice), and said to 彥一 if he ever feel bored pls come back to visit... and even though he will be living by himself he will live a good life"...

and that's the end.. geez...

 i hope my eyes won't be too swallen tmr V_V'''' yet glad, i did manage to watch the end... i think i need to find out where to buy the DVDs...

Monday, January 28, 2013

任俠耆兵

任侠ヘルパー Ninkyo Helper

i don't want to forget this Japanese TV Drama - love it the first time when they air on tvb (actually a rerun that time but first time for me) every Sunday 11:00 -12:00 - "fell in love" at first sight and download and watch the whole thing in 1 shot (reminds me those good old days of "boiling" jap. drama @ B10)...

and now, tvb rerun again (again!) every sunday after midnite (i.e. Monday early morning) 00:30 - 03:00.   can't stop re-watching it again!  It talks about aging problem in a developed country like Japan, through the eyes of gangster (outdated trend?) yet w/ some "old" wisdom.  The main character is SMAP's 草彅剛 - never really pay too much attention (other than 木村that is haha) but in this drama i just fell in love w/ his character (even though he's suppose to be a bad guy (gangster).  He's just so "cute" and just "love" his 鐵漢柔情 - and final choice to live w/ 夏川結衣(飾羽鳥晶)and his leng 加藤清史郎涼太, instead of being the head of the gangster...

喜歡不複雜嘅人物關係

患難見真情

he always do that to the kid hahaha

enclosed is the chinese translated from jap's wiki... just in case they may erased it some time later... really like this jap. drama.  i heard there's a movie version (アンダルシア 女神の報復).... wish we could have a chance to watch in HK....
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2009年7月9日富士電視台在每週日(星期四) 22:00 - 10:54 PM 週四劇場播出的框架SMAP系列9月17日彅剛草主演的電視劇最初和最後的播出時間- 22:00,11:09 PM擴大15分鐘。

摘要 編輯 ]

“彅剛草愛上了秘密的成功,我的〜 “是第一次在四年(2005年起)在週四的框架劇院主演的角色,”戲劇富士路走我 “(2006年)這是一個工作三年以來第一次在出現。還播出了醜聞注意到前草彅造成回國後的第一部電視劇。
但是,設定不切實際的黑幫,作為輔助的保健設施的培訓工作,內容是欺負虐待長者問題包括,如家庭關係的社會問題教育問題,嚴重的將問題護理我已經看到了部署。此外,一個部署,確實不流動的理想選擇,如在英雄誰並沒有讓出的衝突在那裡的護理和厭惡癟三癟三的懷抱情緒,愛是特點“的基本Gokudo今天賺的一側被騙的老人賺照顧老人,老俠義精神恢復的道路,被稱為“ 諷刺某些元素。
的口號 “ 大佬掌握的護理方式。也。“
2011年1月9日,特別孤獨- 21:00至23:19(JST)播放。
2012年2月10日,這項工作是確定改編的電影()。

注意:下面的描述涉及的作品和人物,故事擾流板免責聲明請仔細閱讀。

簡介 編輯 ]

指定團伙(彅剛草)是屬於我的弟弟與他們謀生的分支彥一翼偕“隼鳥”號計費欺詐。的(肯松)Gensuke高山的訂單有一天,執行大,位於中間的島Washizu變分對手6小伙子們,包括彥一,的高級護理家中的“太陽”,賭的執行,當選所在地,在“訓練”隱藏自己的身份,護理助手的名稱將被作為一個工作。
這是我們第一次彥一人居高臨下,我在乎,掙扎著不熟悉的領域的護理。現實的關懷,將繼續影響我們的思維彥一參與我們的各種舊。
每一個故事的airdate字幕生產收視率
第1集2009年7月 09轉身暴徒老人護理的輝煌!宏西谷17.5%
第2集2009年7月16日眼淚的倔老頭純一石川13.8%
第3集2009年7月23日為了防止虐老14.2%
第4集2009年7月30日出現幫手欺詐樹葉山17.8%
第5集2009年8月06留尼旺島與母親Nikuki純一石川13.2%
第6集2009年8月13日愛與老年癡呆症的人樹葉山12.2%
第7集2009年8月20日Arafo照顧未婚單純一石川15.7%
第8集2009年8月27日衝鋒的敵對老闆,並準備為女人!宏西谷15.7%
第9集2009年9月 3天團隊的愛!英雄主義和出發樹葉山15.7%
第10集9月10日在巴雷,懺悔和自殺的身份是火純一石川13.0%
最後一集九月17,2009最後一招宏西谷15.6%
(關東地區的收視率是15.0%,平均評分視頻研究調查公司)
特別2011年1月09經歷了一次華麗的轉身不在乎!全新
開拓日本暴徒,我們會回來的!現在!
宏西谷12.5%

Friday, October 05, 2012

MBA....

總算對自己有個OK交代啦。。。


 
"停"學也有四個月了,讀書嘅日子好似已經係好耐世紀之前嘅事。。。其實,比想像中放低得更容易。昔日常見嘅同窗,也有好一段日子無見面了。
 
反正,我們每人其實在讀書前都是自己忙自己的,更何況而家唔駛上堂,有D回去上學前嘅生活;更多 engage and began the next phrase in life.

And we're never the same. We passed our crossroad and now it's time to depart from each other and go on our journey, on our own, again...
 
Still glad to have a chance to know the everyone of you, from welcome drinks, to orientation, endless powerpoint, presentation, and many other fun drinking karaoke times.  It was an interesting experience, and glad i did have that part and all of you encountered in this part of my life.  And now is the time to move on...

Wednesday, October 03, 2012

FW: 做個有深度的女人

做個有深度的女人?!

Talking LOW is never really happen to me, especially when i'm around w/ those I do really care, showing I do enjoy and having such a great time....

繼續膚淺下去很任性吧?but when someone reached my age, does anyone care?!

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瑚說百道:有深度的女人

長輩說我現在已不再年輕,應該要學習做個有深度的女人。甚麼是有深度的女人?除了要不斷增值自己,學習在說話時把音量收細,還有遇着甚麼事情,都不要有太大反應,在人前永遠都是保持淡然的態度。這樣子別人便不會輕易看出我的底蘊,更會誤以為我是個深不可測的女人,凡事便會忌我三分了。

增值自己我每天已在做,把音量收細亦已開始實行了,但要裝出有深度呢?在我而言便可能有點難度了。熟悉我的朋友都知道我是個怎樣的人,好聽點說是陽光一族,刻薄的說則是膚淺不懂藏拙,所以朋友大多對我沒有戒心。

若跟我無關的事,我當然不會有甚麼大反應,但當遇上我在乎的事,我便絕對難以沉着應戰。就以談戀愛為例,某次跟某人分手,我打了幾段短訊,痛罵他一番。之後跟兩個好姊妹說到這件事,她們都異口同聲說,為甚麼還要花時間在他身上,簡單的從此不再聯絡便已足夠。可是,我真的在乎嘛!那一刻在乎的,已不是那個人可會回頭,要求我收回「聖旨」,而是很想他知道我當時有多麼的難受。其實都已走到分手的一步,為甚麼還要在乎那麼多?因為我是個十分尊重感情的人,即使是完結也要讓對方知道原因,不會讓一段感情不明不白的逝去。所以我想,我還是繼續膚淺下去算了。