4D dream...

this is like the 1st time i really feel that i can SMELL in my dream... although the smell from the deadbody may indicate good things happen in work (which i'm not really looking fwd.. but anyway, the dream still bothering me... aii...

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it was like watching a scary movie (but i'm actually the one in the movie)... that somehow i know there's going to be a dead lady.... i went to the building, quite old type w/ no elevator (but newly ivory color paint), then i met up that girl's boy friend at the entrance, we rush up the stairs (and i kept thinking why 8th / 9th floor so many stairs to go tired die)...

so finally we reached the top floor, the stairs are very wide (probably double size of the old building i stayed in)... so anyway, the guy reached the apartment first, he rang the door bell (and i was half floor waiting b/c i know it's going to be scary...

the door opened, but w/ no one!? the guy went in, and at the same time the neighbor downstairs come out, a young lady in blue clothes (swim suit / shorts or sth), saying "hai lor, don't know why called her for a few catch up but she didn't show up / respond to me"... so i went up w/ that neighbor to the apartment - and before we reached the door (it's opened b/c the guy went in already) we smell very terrible smell and my sense tell me it must be from deadbody (in which i've never and don't wanna know in real life), then i saw the guy and another big guy in the apartment moving the deadbody out (one take the foot and one take the shoulder or sth...

luckily phone rang and help me escaped from such a scary dream.. i can't imagine what would happen next...

FW: 找誰跟你一起過生活

I never really like Wong as i think he's too high profile... on the other hand, i just think that if you're CRAZILY in love w/ someone, you'll always "覺頭上陽光燦爛；失去了他，你得到世間一切仍然悶悶不樂"??

at least for me... miss him day and nite... ;-P

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路中拾遺：找誰跟你一起過生活

當我們到了某年紀，開始親身戳破愛情的糖衣肥皂泡，給刺穿的泡沫濺傷了眼睛，就開始隻眼開隻眼閉的找伴侶。

這時候，總是有人這樣抱怨：其實我的要求已經很簡單，我不要求有白馬王子，不希望天天浪漫窩心，但求有個志同道合、步伐一致的人跟我一起生活，只要對方不討厭便行了，不相愛有不相愛的好處，然而為甚麼這個一起生活的人，竟然不比靈魂伴侶易找多少？

其實啊，我一直相信，不管你找的是甚麼，找不找到，根本就跟要求高低無關。有些人要求極高極刁鑽都給她剛巧遇上，很多人要求甚低，要的不過是四肢健全智商正常的異性乙名，多年來遇上的仍然甩皮甩骨，因此，一切都是命，跟要求高低不一定就有關係。

也許，我們即使降低要求這麼多年，仍然沒遇上一個能夠一起生活的人，是否該停下來反省一下？我們是不是方向錯了，其實，我們不該在尋找一個能夠一起生活的人，而是，該找一個沒有了他就無法生活的人？

有了他，你但覺頭上陽光燦爛；失去了他，你得到世間一切仍然悶悶不樂……我們真正需要的，其實是這種人吧？偏偏，我們又因為害怕這種人的強大摧毀力量，知道跟他一起我們的生活總是很容易變得一團糟，所以總是潔身自愛，小心遠離，然而也許，能讓我們不枉此生，沒有白活一場的，正是這個獨一無二的人啊。

王貽興

VIIV

Life goes on for the last 22 years, I still remember our Chinese / 社會科老師陳主任 tried her best to explain to us back then P6 students what'd happened...

I hope this day will never come again, Life goes on...

並沒有忘記，也不敢忘記。。。